Saturday, July 17, 2010

Dear God,

Sweltering heat spread across the northeast like 70% of US states. Without an air conditioner I did all I could to make our house cool. I left the windows open all night. I put fans in two windows, sucking the cool air inside. In the early morning I shut the windows and shades. With temperatures rising in the mid 90's by afternoon, it was 83 degrees in the front room. I was tired so I just laid on the couch conserving my energy. By 5:30 p.m. I reopened the windows allowing in a bit of breeze. At night it was reasonably cool so we could sleep.

I tell you all this, dearest God, so I can reflect upon your faithfulness. A year ago I might have perished with weather like this and no real protection from the heat. The days following way above average temperatures would have left me limp, weak, without energy, and unable to do the smallest task. But this year it was all different.

What has changed? Through counselling, thousands of prayers, a vision, redirection, mercy, compassion and deep trust, you have altered me. Although my health diagnosis remains the same, the rest of me has shifted allowing your masterful work to heal me. As I find myself in a climate out of control, I slip into your arms and remain until the danger passes. What I discover is a world of trust, an environment of hope, and a loving home in which to dwell.

You give
so much
to your family,
Gracious God.
I believe
it is
your desire
to help
us all
when we realize
the difficulties
we face.
You sweep us up,
whispering words
of comfort
and encouragement.
Even though
we are human
and will
one day
leave these
decaying bodies behind,
in the meantime,
you offer
cool refreshment
for stifling conditions.
With a
grateful heart,
I thank you.

Love, Andrea