Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Dear God,

How I wish I was like the new crocus blooming in my garden.  They rise up from their sleeping to break through the obstacles of sod and snow to blossom, disclosing their beauty.  When the sun begins to shine, they open their tiny petals revealing their inner beauty.  Then as the day wears on and evening starts to show its face, they slowly close up for the night.  The white, purple, and yellow flowers fulfill their purpose each day until they are no more.

Why can't I be as diligent and devoted as the delicate spring buds?  Why can't I break through my own obstacles to do what you designed me to do?  Why can't I open and close as you desire?

The spiritual path is not an easy one; yet, it is the only worthy path in life.  As I daily attempt to follow you, I want to be more flexible, willing and ready to do what you want.  I want to be a devoted follower of your son.  I want to share my own inner beauty with you and others.  But sometimes I am reticent and I hold back.  Help me be sensitive to your call, I pray.

Thank you,
O God,
for gentle reminders
of the way
to be
your loyal servant.
Teach me,
challenge me,
move me
to do
your bidding,
I pray.

Love, Andrea