Tuesday, June 26, 2018

Dear God,

I listened to myself as I complained about this thing and that.  Then I heard your voice, "Such waste."  Once again I realized that I was not leaning on you, listening to you and following your lead.  Such nonsense.

For months I prayed for your church.  All during that time I prayed for your will, your way.  I sought your guidance.  I listened, watched and waited until your word came. Although it was hard and sad, I followed you.  I do not regret my decision; however, I find myself complaining about all that happened leading up to the decision.  For some reason I am having trouble letting go of the hurts, disappointments, and injustices.  Such waste.

Lead me
to your side,
O Holy One.
May I
always seek
your face,
your word
and your will.
Please help me
focus on
the light
rather than
the darkness.

Love, Andrea