Tuesday, October 29, 2019
Dear God,
A quiet day is one in which you have space to speak, to whisper the hopes of faith to us. As we quiet our own soul as well as all electronic devices, we are enabled to breathe in the air of solitude, peace and joy.
I used to think I had to have noise around me, music, television, recordings, whatever, in order to feel happy, safe and joy-filled. What I did not realize was that all these fill us up with stuff that may or may not feed our souls allowing us to release pent-up emotions and concerns, wrongs, fears and even more. What I discovered was unless a door was open to my soul, nothing positive, helpful or meaningful could enter. But then there was that day.
Yes, that day when I entered into a strange, new phase of my life trusting you like never before because I knew there was a chance I could die with cancer. I knew I had to trust you as I had never dared before. Although I was scared nearly to death, I saw the door and with fear and trepidation, I opened it. What I found there was enough to change my life forever.
Thank you,
Merciful God,
for the gift
of faith,
for silence
and the ability
to let go.
Thank you
for listening
and speaking.
Thank you
for transforming me.
Love always and forever, Andrea
