Wednesday, June 29, 2022
Dear God,
One woman pastor's continuing journey to find God in the mundane and the ordinary,the suffering and the celebration.
Dear God,
Dear God,
We carried the top of the summer cupboard to the hermitage. Together we lifted it up and placed it on top of the bottom of the cupboard. We stood back and looked at it. Tears came to my eyes.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
We could never have imagined a beautiful area down by the river. Riddled by tangled, tall invasive weeds, bushes and trees, eighteen years ago we couldn't even see the river, but you could, dear God. You knew what it could become. You knew what you wanted it to be. You whispered your challenge to me to make it so.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Recently I bought an old dining room set at a thrift shop. It was dusty, scratched and was missing a small piece that fit into the top of one of the six chairs. Once I got it home, I began the work of transformation. I used some baking soda, vinegar and petroleum jelly to clean, clear and repair the rusted, stuck slide. I washed down all the pieces including the table. I applied Old English Scratch Cover to the entire set, let it set for a while and then polished it all. Although it still had its flaws, it glowed, the table opening and closing easily.
I tell you all this, Lord, because it spoke of the human condition and how your spirit is at work in us. We too have rusty spots due to neglect. We are often stuck in situations and can't see a way forward. We are dusty from forgetfulness to silence, prayer and gratitude. We have multiple wounds that even after treatment will have tiny memories; yet all in all, we too can be made new.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Today as I sat on the spiritual path out in the woods near the river, I heard the sound of silence. It wasn't that there was no sound because there was; however, the silence lead me toward the solitude of faith. I sat quietly digging in the dirt, removing weeds and clearing the space for planting. Even as I worked, I breathed in the light of your love for all creation.
Dear God,
Dear God,
I have been reading a lot about solitude and its value to the spiritual, psychological and emotional wellbeing in human living. I remembered again the time I visited the supposed place close to the Sea of Galilee where Jesus "went away to a lonely place." I remember standing in the tiny cutaway spot in the rock where Jesus dwelled in silence and prayer and meditation. Although the scriptures do not say specifically that he walked away refreshed, the inference is there.
That was enough for me to begin to consider what it would mean for me to enter into silence and solitude. As I too prayed for spiritual guidance, I was led to quiet places myself...beside the ocean, in the mountains, at monasteries, a cemetery, in the study at my own home and various labyrinths and spiritual paths. What I discovered was that I craved this dwelling place. I wanted to temporarily leave my busyness, chatter, television, computer and other distractions. I wanted to dwell with you. I still do.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
From the upstairs window, I am looking at hundreds of yellow dogwood blossoms. A few days ago they were only buds. Yet, today the tree is full. As I lean closer, I can see their centers, strong stems and green, pointed leaves that hold them and I am once again awestruck by nature's rhythm.
Such occasions return me to Ecclesiastes 3 where the author penned, "To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven." KJV The daily, weekly, monthly and yearly rhythms are set by you, Holy God, which means there really is a time to be born and a time to die. Even the dogwood tree knows its time and season.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,