Friday, March 7, 2008

Dear God,

The Damiens, a monastic community singing group, sang in the 80's. I have one tape. One song goes, "You will show me the path of life and guide me to joy forever." The moment I hear the first note, my heart opens wide, and my soul begins to soar.

Such music teaches me that I am on a path, one of my own choosing. I try daily to walk the path of life with you, my great and wondrous guide. Sometimes I sidestep, trying to get around you or quietly move in another direction. Of course, I am never silent enough for you not to hear me. Of course you know when I move away or wander astray.

But this music calls me back, reminding me that I am always welcome on the path of life, no matter where I enter. I know your will is that I will choose this path, your path only.

And so in this glorious new day I am giving thanks for the good and the bad, for the light and the darkness, for the grace and the sin; for each has played a part in my return. I am celebrating all those who have guided me back to you. Some are obvious, a godly grandmother. Some are obscure like cancer, divorce, failing health. Obscure because one may think there is only one way to the path, like good and wonderful things. But I have found that difficulties have a way of calling my name. Giant loss has called me homeward. Grace sprinkled all along my life's journey has always been calling out to me. My mistakes, my nasty habits, my sinful nature all have a way about them. They teach me about you. They lead me to you. They speak their truth, then take my hand, placing it in yours. My whole life has been filled with pointers to the path, to you. And joy has been my lot.

Lead me,
grace of God,
lead me
home to you.
Teach me
of your love
so I'll always
return to you.
Show me
your way,
your truth
and your life.
Let faith
be my guide
and courage
my friend
as I wonder
the world
filled with sin.

Love, Andrea