Friday, March 5, 2010

Dear God,

The world becomes a small place when I am not feeling well. I am reduced to a single room in which to reflect, ponder the meaning of life, pray for others, and give thanks.

As I consider my health and all its ramifications, I celebrate life. Today I remember past miracles, unexpected blessings, transformations, special joys and the return of hope and peace. I recognize your work. I acknowledge your wondrous activity in all of these. Who else could orchestrate such wonders? No one. It is all grace, every bit of it.

You have shown me how moments of ill health are perfect times to look back or look around, to discover and extol your mighty power and gentle, loving ways. You are indeed active in human life. You engage us every day in conversation, whispering to us the many ways we can work together in the world. You usher us into your sanctuary where we witness love from on high. You bolster our faith and keep us in touch with the things of eternity.

When I am tempted to give in to doubt or fear, I remember there are never promises for tomorrow, simply for today. As I willingly participate in your purpose, I find myself full of contentment, knowing today is enough. When I focus too much on the future, I lose the joy of today. Why would I want to do that?

Teach me,
dearest God,
to revel
in today's joy.
Reveal to me
the beauty
of today's relationship
with you.
Show me
how to be
truly grateful
for all
that is
around me.
Inspire me
to express gratitude
even during
uncertain times.
Remind me
that I
am not
queen of
the world,
neither the center
of the cosmos.
Cause me
to remember
my place
and give thanks.
Replenish my strength
so that
I may
sing your praise,
giving you glory
now and forever.

Love, Andrea