Saturday, August 6, 2011

Dear God,

A walk through Rachel Carson Wildlife Refuge reminded me of my need to listen to nature speak. So often, Lord, I think of me, my perspective, my desire for change, my outlook on things. I imagine my vision, sometimes without taking into account the elements around me. Please forgive me.

As I followed the guided path, I read the brochure describing the process of the creation of salt marshes learning that every element is vital to the whole…the fresh water, salt water, the grasses, a whole fragile ecosystem depending on all the elements. As I walked and listened, I realized that humans are the greatest danger to creation. We have the power to destroy, I heard you say. It was then I realized my plan for the woods behind our home did not take into account the ecosystem present. I didn’t even think about the quiet hidden worlds my plan could have destroyed. I said it aloud, “I am so sorry. I didn’t know. I just didn’t know.”

Some days I destroy without realizing it. On other days I only think of my ideas and plans. I fail to think of the wider scope and I destroy. As I listened, really listened to the voice present at the wildlife refuge, I acknowledged the need to listen to my own woods, to investigate the resources and the life both visible and invisible. I need to be a responsible steward for the creation around me, your wondrous creation.

How grateful
I am,
O Lord,
to have
an ear
that hears you.
I confess
I do not
always listen.
And when
I do not,
I miss
the message
you intend
to give.
Reshape me,
O God,
for your purpose,
I pray.

Love, Andrea