Monday, December 7, 2009

Dear God,

This morning I read the December newsletter from the Monastery of Our Lady in the Desert. One line lifted from the page. "Do not be afraid." Do not be afraid.

How many times have your angels brought me that message? How many times have I heard those exact words? How many times were my fears quelled by that message of hope, courage and faith? More than I can count.

Fear has been with me since I was a child. When I am in an unfamiliar place in my journey, fear reminds me of her nearness. When I feel lost, fear speaks to me. When I have to do something very hard, fear speaks on my behalf.

At the same time faith has been even closer, no matter the situation. When fear threatens, my faith kicks in reminding me whose I am, what I believe, what ticks inside me, and where I stand in trust. Faith lightens my load, gives me hope, infuses me with courage, wraps me in love and and sometimes makes me laugh at myself. Faith is my closest friend.

Indeed, do not be afraid. As I move ever more deeply into my future, I am carrying these words with me.

I am grateful
for faith,
dearest Christ.
I am indebted
to you
for the power
and strength
that faith provides.
Thank you
for every angel
who has appeared
to me
bearing messages
of joy
and peace.
You are God
of every hope.

Love, Andrea