Friday, July 2, 2021

Dear God,

As I write, I look to my left seeing my cousin's husband Steve, a rare kind of guy.  A former fire chief for many years, his new, full-time job is taking care of his wife until she receives a new heart.  His constant, loving care keeps this household from falling apart with worry, anxiety and fear.  

During my daughter's and my brief stay, we have talked about things that matter, really matter.  We have expressed love and devotion to one another.  We have discussed the what-ifs but have not stumbled into despair rather we have buoyed up one another.  I would like to think that faith has been woven into every conversation.   

There are so many things in life where we have little to no control.  Without a heart Lori will die in the next few months.  With a new heart, she could have many years.  The only one who knows Lori's future is you, O God.  How do we pray for a new heart for my beloved cousin when we know someone else will face a fatal blow?

Gracious and Merciful God,

you hold us all

in your hands.

We are blessed

by you.

Our hope

and everything else

is in you.

Thank you.

Love, Andrea