Thursday, April 26, 2012

Dearest God,

As a flock of birds flew overhead, I thought of their homing instinct, the ability to return home after migrating to another location for some time. While looking into the sky, I realized you placed the same instinct within the human soul.  Although we may not act upon that instinct, I do believe you made a natural way to return to you.

How many times have I taken treks away from you, momentary or long trips to follow my own desires?  How often have I grown weary of not getting my own way and like a foolish child, I sulked and acted out?  How many times have I turned away?

But always, always I felt an inner warning signal that prompted me to return.  Sometimes, I acted immediately with great anticipation.  Other times I felt embarrassed, disappointed, or sad in my attitude or behavior and it took me a little longer because I was ashamed.  However, the best part was the reunion, the moment I found myself in your living presence welcoming me back.  Your love held me, poured out your grace, and reminded me to stay closer to home.

Gracious God,
full of mercy
and compassion,
I thank you
for that
inner spark
that nudges me
toward you.
I thank you
for the invitation
to return
to you
and to remain
in your care.
I thank you
for building
within me
a natural home
for you.

Love, Andrea