Tuesday, May 1, 2012

My dearest God,

Forgiveness, the sweet scent of love's own grace.  I received it today and gave it yesterday.

I know what it is like to withhold forgiveness; I have done it many times I am ashamed to say.  Believing somehow that life would fall apart if I gave it away so freely, I had to hang on to my disappointment, hurt, resentment, and anger.  However, my actions only kept me from experiencing liberation, a cleansing of my soul, and joy that replaced the noxious feelings I held.

But a miracle came my way.  It was you who forgave me and showed me the way to wholeness.  Ever since then I have found that forgiveness is the key to most disturbances in life.

When "I'm sorry" comes to me, I let go of old, rotten feelings that keep me apart from those I love.  My insides feel so good, so open, and so warm.  I experience a rush of love that draws me closer and helps me see problems from a wider perspective.

It is when I offer forgiveness that I see the look of relief in the eyes of the other.  I watch pain and sorrow wash away as joy steps in and takes its rightful place.  It's a wonderful feeling for both.

I looked forgiveness in the eye today and I liked it.

You are
the author
of forgiveness,
O God.
You give us
the opportunity
for second chances
and new life.
Thank you,
thank you,
thank you.

Love, Andrea