Monday, December 30, 2013

Dear God,

The poinsettias at church were wilted, tired, and leaning over; they won't last much longer. Holiday leavings after all the department store sales were scattered, cluttered, and some broken.  But what came to me as I sat in church and then walked through a half dozen stores this afternoon is Christmas is still bright, promising, and hope-filled.  We don't have to package it up until next year.

Every year I try to immerse myself in Advent, Christmas, and Epiphany.  Starting in November I wear Christmas pajamas, read Christmas novels, watch Christmas movies, make Christmas bags, decorate every room in my house with snowmen that remain up until March, plan special activities with my grandchildren and then with my whole family, bake special goodies, create Christmas surprises, and worship with a whole heart.  I do so because I want to carry a Christmas spirit all year long.  I want to share it with everyone around me. I want to radiate a light that will glow for all who feel darkness is their life lot.  I do not want my faith to wilt, grow dull and lifeless, or break altogether.  I need a Christmas booster shot in order to keep focus.

I rarely grow weary in the midst of all the holiday work.  I keep a cheery spirit even when I am exhausted because I love you and the gift you give is not only at Christmas but all year long.  In February or July or a brisk cold day in October I can count on Christmas being available.  That's probably why I keep my tree up until February sometimes because every time I look at the beautiful lights, I see the one great light and my heart fills with adoration and thanksgiving.

You are
the gift
of Christmas.
There is
no other gift
greater than this.
Thank you
for the blessing
of eternity's love
that spills forth
from an
eternal fountain.
I am
so very grateful,
Gracious God,
so very grateful.
Let your
light shine forever;
let it shine
on me,
I pray,
and all
of us.
Help us recognize
your light
and be glad.

Love always, Andrea