Monday, April 1, 2024

Dear God,

Easter is over but it is not over.  The Easter celebration of March 31, 2024 is over but the resurrection is yet to be celebrated today.  If I am watching springtime, then I know what once was dead from the surface of things is alive once again.  Tomorrow will be the same.

I believe resurrection is sitting before me inviting me in right now.  I know I must let die that which is holding me back.  I need to surrender those things that continue to hurt me now, things like my brother's betrayal of our parents, my husband's inability to be fully present in my most critical moments and other things.  Resurrection or death, I ask myself, resurrection or death?

I do 

not have

the strength

or willpower

to let go

just yet.

I want resurrection

but I

am afraid

of death.

Guide me,

I pray.

Love, Andrea