Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Dear God,

Forty years ago you brought a challenge to me.  You asked me to invite you into my home and my heart for three days.  During that time I would imagine you present as a guest.  I was to be aware of what was said and done with you sitting in the same room.  I remember going to the front door early one morning, opening it, and inviting you in.

What an eye opener!  Those three days taught me valuable lessons as I considered what shows were on my television, how I treated my family, how often I prayed, what my attitudes were, and the ways I lived or did not live out my faith.  I realized my love and devotion to you diminished when I chose less than your will for my life.  I found my patience was often thin. At times I was unforgiving and did not operate from love.  I learned a lot about myself those three days and what it would mean to live every day with your living presence.

Today I still waffle between your will and my own.  I often fail to function in the light of your presence. My patience still falls short.  However, one thing positive I can say from that experience forty years ago.  I do see the blessings around me.  When I awaken to a dark morning and notice the first light of day, I acknowledge it as your gift.  Throughout the day even until I return to my bed, I know your presence is all around me.  I know your gifts and I celebrate them.

Thank you,
Gracious and Giving God,
for insights
that come
from faith.
Thank you
for blessings
that point
to you.
Thank you
for hope
that arises
when we
acknowledge your
living presence
every day.

Love, Andrea