Saturday, July 29, 2023
Dear God,
One woman pastor's continuing journey to find God in the mundane and the ordinary,the suffering and the celebration.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
The blueberries are ripening ready for picking. How exciting harvest is! Your plan for creation is one of joy, hope and blessing. I can't wait to drive to the farm and fill my basket.
Dear God,
Summer is flying back so quickly. Before we know it Autumn will be upon us. Cooler weather, falling leaves and earlier night falls. But even saying this, I hear your voice. We do not live for tomorrow but for today. If we are pondering weeks from now, we will miss the beauty and presence of today.
And so I look out the window at our summer flowers, purple and pink, yellow and white, mauve and peach, all so beautiful and radiant for today and I am thankful!
Dear God,
Dear God,
You remind us to remember...people, places and things. In light of faith, you invite us to recall those people whose lives intersected with ours, people of faith and love and compassion who touched, inspired and challenged us, people we shall always remember.
Dear God,
We held hands around the table. Our covenant group with two spouses thanked you for your living presence and our opportunity to spend together in retreat. We prayed, laughed, teased, told stories and planned our few days together. We hugged one another as each moved to their separate space.
Dear God,
My, oh my, what you do to create family for us. Strangers can become friends but they can also become family. Susan, Bill and Jan became family a long time ago. This group of three drew me in; really, we each drew all the others in and we emerged as family. But really it is a group of five. You drew us in and remained with us!
Throughout our thirty-some-odd years together we have built faith, trust and hope. With your help we have helped heal and guide one another. We have stretched and challenged one another. We exist to tell the tales of faith and how you are at work in the world and in our lives. We have journeyed through loss, sorrow, bitterness, chaos and pain. You have lifted us up, convicted us, invited us toward deep waters, cajoled us into new and better levels of understanding and whispered new truths to us. Always we knew it was your spirit within us!
Today we gathered for several days of retreat. Who knows what you will do next?
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Today I put the last thing into place in the spiritual hermitage built three years ago. Now everything is set ready to be used for your glory, Lord.
Dear God,
Dear God,
When we intentionally, honestly and wholeheartedly open ourselves to your holy presence, we feel no need to hang on to all our worries, fears, angers, prejudices and resentments. In those moments there is a purity of heart, a loving longing to be with you and a desire to be fully present. What can come of such a time is peace, reconciliation and discernment. If lost, we can find our way. If hungry, we can find food. If broken, we can find wholeness.
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,
Dear God,